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Tuesday, June 07, 2005

so summer sucks. since i haven't been on i'll update you on what i've been doing-sweeping every room in the house, washing the stairs and kitchen floor, the deck, the deck furniture,the stove, the van, the firdge,the pool, the dog, and laundry. cleaning the house.cutting the gras and blowing off the proch and sidewalks,cutting the bushes in the back and front yards, cutting my aunts bushes, doing dishes, scraping the garage, job applications, errands, groceries, and builing supports for the solar heater my father just bought. got my hair cut. cleeaned my closet. organized a garage sale, which i still have to have. i think thats it. now i'm a waitress at koral hamburger too. o and did i mentoin being horribly depressed and trying to stay busy to distarct myself but failing miserably because i miss her too much.
i really miss her. it killed me not to call her last night, but ive had no way of communicating with her at all. i don't know. i haven't been this low since before we met. i sleep maybe two hours a night. i've stopped eating again. i'm just not hungry. losing 15 pounds in10 days probably isn't a good thing. but i won't give it up. I love you Amelia.


thornley- come again
godsmack-faceless
bush-razor blade suitcase, the science of things
breaking benjamin- we are not alone, polyamourous
rise against-unraveling
three days grace- three days grace
the reputations
vickie versus vanessa
the fast luck
muse- hysteria
mewithoutyou- a-b life
georgia satelites
oasis- whats the story morning glory?
thrice- the artsist in the ambulance
the postal servce- give up
faith no more
system of a down- steal this album, mix
linkin park- hybird
staind- break the system
the killers- hot fuss
lost prophets- start something
atreyu-the cure
lucerin blue
flaw- through the eyes
mudvayne- the end of all things to come
alien ant farm- truant
36 crazy fists- bitterness of the star
from autumn to ashes- to bad you're beautiful
white stripes
the blood brothers- crimes
tranquil-demo
jimmy eat world- futures
the paper chase- mix
everclear- so much for the afterglow
six plus one
kittie- until the end
slaves on dope- metafour
taking back sunday-where you want to be
weezer- mix
the punisher
chevelle- this type of thinking could do us in
nine inch nails- the spiral downward
story of the year- page avenue
slipknot- slipknot, iowa
stabbing westward- darkest days
social distortion- sex, love and rock and roll
otep
spoon- girls can tell
rancid- indestructable
fall out boy- take this to your grave
deathcab for cutie
our lady of peace- gravity
dashborad confessional- the places you have come to fear the most
candlebox-lucy
warped tour
duran duran- trinute, mix
the used- the used, in love and death
helmet- after taste
poison the well- mix
collective soul-hints, allegations, and things left unsaid
lacuna coil- comalies
guns and roses- greatest hits
alanis morrisette- jagged little pill
scorpion king
the bacon
carolines spine- monsoon
factory 81
smashing pumpkins- machina, gish, rotten apples
young heart attacks- mouth full of love
division of laura lee- das not compute
greenday- american idiot, dookie, insomniac
incubus- science, crow left of the murder
alice in chains- dirt
my chemical romance- three cheers for sweet revenge
korn- untouchables
lit-lit
damnwells- bastards of the beat
busted
saraya
dishwalla- pet your friends
creed- human clay
evanescence-inport, fallen
seether- disclaimer two


Thursday, June 02, 2005

hmmm, i guess i forgot to mention that there are no phones in my house and i'm grounded for a couple weeks. MONQUE!


who wants me to post all the cds i have so you can tell me what you want burned?


Currently Playing
The Places You Have Come To Fear The Most
By Dashboard Confessional
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wow i miss her so unbeleivably much. this is crazy. i want to be in her arms again, hold her again. tell her ilove her though i could never say it enough.  just be near her. i've never been more comforted then when i'm with her. she's so incredible i don't understand. what did i ever do good enough to deserve this? i hate not being with her. all i do is think about her, which leads me to missing her more, even though it seems i couldn't.  i'm scared at the same time. i think i'm being selfish, because, well, i feel like i need her. i'm just afraid that it will be too much. i'd never tell her to wait, that wouldn't be fair, but i don't want to lose her either.



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